Remember the summer
we watched the woodpecker
drill his home into the longleaf
pine? All day his redheaded
chicks popped in and out
like downy whack-a-moles
interrogating the sun.
In those days I was part
fish, amphibious, sliding
back to the memory of my
body before my legs split
in two. Brim flitted against
them like pale birds darting
between trees. Across the shore,
water snakes quickened
a bed of floating pine needles.
Clouds of gnats shimmered
with a kind of frantic atomic
symmetry. Even anarchy
conforms to order eventually.
I never saw the birds leave.
When I was underwater
I was nothing. I was just a pair
of lungs begging for air.
- KATE GASKIN in Turtle Island Quarterly
This was published a few weeks ago but I am still thinking about all of these images. “Just a pair of lungs”